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I Had Sex With Someone Who Wasn’t My Wife

I Had Sex With Someone Who Wasn’t My Wife

I Had Sex With Someone Who Wasn’t My Wife

Eight years ago I did something I swore I’d never do. I had sex with someone who wasn’t my wife, and engaged in an act that was intended to found in the holiness of marriage. And although God’s grace is ever-present in my life, purity is something I will always regret not being able to give to my wife on our wedding night. Ever since I was a young child, my parents have always shared with me the importance of saving sex for marriage. Not because sex was a “bad” thing, but because God intended sex to be a beautiful and intimate connection between husband and wife, all under the authority of God (1 Corinthians 7:1-40).

I first learned about sex when I was in second-grade, that is after telling my father a dirty joke I had heard some older kids say at school. It had something to do with a limousine and a garage. Yeah, you get the picture. Once I finished the joke, he looked at me with a half serious/half laughing look and said, “Where did you hear that joke?” As you would imagine, I cried and ran to my room before he could get the answer out of me. Why? Because I knew the joke had an underlining meaning that I knew nothing about even though I chose to tell it. My father and I still laugh about this moment today.

The importance of saving sex for marriage was continuously promoted in our household throughout my teenage years. It was done right, and the words of my parents always pointed back to The Bible, God’s intent, and his desire for sexual purity. I truly valued my parents wisdom. They weren’t overbearing, only informational and friendly in their approach to sharing God’s intent for my life relationally. “Keep your pants where they belong” was always the last phrase I heard from my dad before heading out on a date. He was being silly, but I knew the seriousness behind his comical tone.

My sexual downfall took place while my relationship with God was on the rocks. Funny how that works. I was far from God, depressed, and trying to do life in my own strength while completely ignoring everything I had ever learned about my faith. She wasn’t my wife, but I was treating her like she was. My heart wasn’t focused on the character of God, so my life choices didn’t reflect the holiness and purity he called me to strive after (1 Corinthians 6:18). I had sex because I thought I loved someone, but what I failed to realize is that waiting until marriage would have been the best way to showcase my love for another.

Sex, beautiful and intimate, is intended for the confinement of marriage. We can’t settle by giving our hearts and bodies to someone other than our spouse. Our world has taken what was meant to be holy and instead turned it into a cultural hobby. Sex is not a bad thing, but sex outside the blueprint of God’s Word is a slap in the face to his beautiful design.

For anyone currently engaging in pre-marital sex, I would encourage you to first realize you are covered by the grace of Jesus (Romans 5:8) and then pause to evaluate whether or not this relationship is truly founded on the love God. We all make mistakes, and we have the opportunity to change. This doesn’t mean you have to end your relationship, but this does mean you need to change directions. If someone cannot value your yearning to stay pure before marriage, they aren’t someone worth keeping around anyways.

—Jarrid Wilson

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  • Shawn December 16, 2015 at 4:56 PM

    Excellent article and very relevant. I speak from experience as well. I was chained to habitual sexuality sin in my own life for over 20 yrs. I can’t begin to tell the impact it had on my life and the peripheral damage it did not only to myself or others. I encourage those especially the younger generation to remove yourself from this lifestyle sooner than later, you will be saving yourself a lifetime of pain. Draw on God, it simply was the only thing that got me through it. I had to come to the end of myself and let Him do the work in me. Needless to say many great things have occurred…including my marriage restored after 5 years apart.

    • Terri December 18, 2015 at 9:18 AM

      Praise God! So happy for you and your wife… God is faithful!

  • Anonymous December 16, 2015 at 4:21 PM

    I struggled with this before, but now, i am engaged with a man who loved the Lord so much and vowed himself to stay pure until marriage. i confessed to him and the Lord showed answered him. and i can say i am blessed.. May the Lord be glorified in our relationship as we strive to keep pure until we are married. We will also save even the kiss on that day. God bless you all. There is healing as we start to confess :)

  • Brenda December 16, 2015 at 4:08 PM

    Truly touched by your candor and your words of advise that surely come from a heart that loves God and loves others. May God continue using you to guide others to live holy lives that honors God and brings blessings to our life, although not easy, but as you say, God’s grace is never failing.

  • Lynna Blanco December 16, 2015 at 4:04 PM

    This is amazing to read, I too have engaged myself in premarital sex. My boyfriend and I realized how downhill our relationship with each other and God was due to the fact that it was centered on our wants and needs! Not those of God. We have been working hard to reestablish our relationship where we are not the center but God is, as only God can fully satisfy us! Because of this realization we are so much happier and fulfilled through God! Thank you for posting!

  • Kris December 16, 2015 at 3:58 PM

    Very well written article. Thank you Jarrid for being vulnerable for the sake of getting to show others your weakness and God’s glory through that weakness. I am currently following Jesus and also involved in a sexual relationship with my girlfriend who is also following Jesus and this was convicting and encouraging at the same time. Gods grace gives us the ability to let Godly sorrow turn us towards repentance and that is awesome thanks for the reminder Jarrid.

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